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Mai sochta hun ki kaise.. Vo kabhi kabhi totlati hai, vo beech beech mien muskarati hai Vo kabhi kabhi keh deti hai, vo aqsar rehne deti hai Vo kabhi kabhi bula leti hai, kai dafa vo jaane bhi deti hai Vo thoda sharma jati hai, vo chupke se iqraar kar deti hai Vo kabhi kabhi theher jaati hai, vo kabhi kabhi mujhe mujhse chura ke le jaati hai.. Meri vo kabhi mashiyyat, kabhi meri shiqayat Vo kabhi meri dua, kabhi inaayat Mai kabhi kabhi himmat juta leta hun, lekin mai uski ek puqaar se haar jaata hun Mai sochta hun ki kaise.. Lamhon ke darmiyan vo dhundla jaati hai, mai kabhi kabhi usko bhula deta hun Bhaagta rehta hun usse dur, magar mai kabhi kabhi uzr-e-ulfat se uss tak laut ata hun.. Until next time, Love -S

When my smell fades from your shirt while my letters and notes are nothing but dirt When my name doesn't make you smile while every word you say to me feels like crossing a mile It feels like I'm gone When you laugh hearing me cry while you want me to go when you say good bye When all the blame for me being hurt is on me while you want to leave and let me be You know I'm gone When my burden is mine to haul while my eyes won't stop pouring while I crawl When you feel a part of you went missing the realization finally hard hitting You know I'm gone When you hear the glass shatter while you forget every thing that should matter When you say it with a heavy sigh while you keep asking yourself why Why I'm gone When all the blood runs cold while my memories are immensely old When you're in my high no more while gathering all the pieces that time tore You know I'm not here anymore, you know I'm gone Walking down the road hearing the leaves softly rustle wi...

Zindagi mili hai jeene ke lie Usmien harr dafa marne mien kya hi hai Khushiya itni hai muskuraane ko  Ki usmien thode se gham kya hi hai Apni kahaani sunane ki himmat ho jigar mien Toh darr kya hi hai Chale ja rahe ageh ummeed se kuch behtar paane ki Toh thodi ruqaawatien kya hi hai Hum sab mien kuch farmaishien, kuch khwaab hai  jinko pura karne ke lie saansien lie ja rahe hai Par intezaar ki itni aadat ho gayi hai ki har lamha zehn mien samah jata hai Maanne ko jee nahi chahta Par kisi ki maujudagi se khair rahe Toh khud mien muqammal hone mien kya hi hai Picture off the Internet

Do you not see, the beautiful mess you've made of me? I know not love other than what it's to be lost in you. More often than not I find your smell lingering around like a ghost that wouldn't settle for anything less than a haunting. But my love, this ghost doesn't feel new. You never felt new, all this while. You're the strange familiar they talk about in great sorrows. And you're the feeling of moist eyes they talk about in utmost joy. And baby, we've been through this, in over what feels like a million years and a thousand lifetimes. We've been through this all the same, only for me to find you. Just to, what seems like, stumbling upon you only with the feeling that we were meant to do so. Time and again. I know not love other than what it's to be lost in you. To keep falling for you, everyday and every moment. Do you not see, the beautiful mess you've made of me? Until next time Love, - S

Sing me a song and put me to sleep? Bury my fears deep into the ground and pull me from this darkness. These hurt like glass buried deep into my flesh, these little memories. They keep coming back haunting me every night. Memories no less than demons, laughing at my misery while I struggle to breathe in my sleep. It amuses them, my sufferings. It gives them pleasure and why should it not?  Maybe I've caused too much pain to others and it is all coming back to me. It's hunting me down. Sing me a song and put me to sleep? Save me from ruining the tiniest bit of sanity I have left, somewhere inside me. Push these memories far away and hide me somewhere safe where they can't find me. Where they can't bring out the worst in me. I've been looking too much into the fears of others that I had forgotten I had mine too. I did not realize until they found me, all at once. I'd hide under my indifference but I am afraid it left me too.  The door creaked in it's...