Hello, there!

Do you not see, the beautiful mess you've made of me? I know not love other than what it's to be lost in you. More often than not I find your smell lingering around like a ghost that wouldn't settle for anything less than a haunting. But my love, this ghost doesn't feel new. You never felt new, all this while. You're the strange familiar they talk about in great sorrows. And you're the feeling of moist eyes they talk about in utmost joy. And baby, we've been through this, in over what feels like a million years and a thousand lifetimes. We've been through this all the same, only for me to find you. Just to, what seems like, stumbling upon you only with the feeling that we were meant to do so. Time and again. I know not love other than what it's to be lost in you. To keep falling for you, everyday and every moment. Do you not see, the beautiful mess you've made of me? Until next time Love, - S

Sing me a song and put me to sleep? Bury my fears deep into the ground and pull me from this darkness. These hurt like glass buried deep into my flesh, these little memories. They keep coming back haunting me every night. Memories no less than demons, laughing at my misery while I struggle to breathe in my sleep. It amuses them, my sufferings. It gives them pleasure and why should it not?  Maybe I've caused too much pain to others and it is all coming back to me. It's hunting me down. Sing me a song and put me to sleep? Save me from ruining the tiniest bit of sanity I have left, somewhere inside me. Push these memories far away and hide me somewhere safe where they can't find me. Where they can't bring out the worst in me. I've been looking too much into the fears of others that I had forgotten I had mine too. I did not realize until they found me, all at once. I'd hide under my indifference but I am afraid it left me too.  The door creaked in it's...